Dear me,
Today maybe one of those days you will remember for the rest of your life.
Keep your head up. You are not defined by your failures.
Fight your monsters. Fight your ghosts. You have the support of your people and the Lord. Only you have the power to vanquish them.
Life is hard and this is just one of those low points. So pick yourself up when you are ready and start walking again.
For now, grieve....but do not wallow.
Cry...but do not despair.
Deal with your disappointments. Lick your wounds. Berate yourself if you must, but never let your mistakes define you. You have done that for a very long time. You are not your anger. You are not your frustrations. You are not exemplified by your anxiety. Believe that you can because you are you.
Trust that all your wounds will heal. Be kind always. Be humble at all times. Love yourself like God loves you. Embrace the lessons today brought to you. Remember and keep them in your heart. Be thankful for the people who are behind and beside you.
You will one day look back that this has been one of the most beautiful journeys you have ever taken.
Love,
me
