The switchboard of lights is blinking very fast...kung iba ang makakakita pwede ng ilagay sa disco dahil pansayaw na sa bilis ang patay sindi ng ilaw....pwede ng pang induce ng seizures. as the days go by everyone has moments of BRP at any waking moment.
we dream of it (in whatever twisted way it manifests in our dreams)...we spend all day thinking about it...we agonize over the things we do not know...we cry at the mere thought of not making it...because you simply....CAN'T NOT MAKE IT! (kebs sa double negatives)
kahit sa pagdarasal...kung pwedeng idemand sa panginoon na LORD....please...PLEASE...hindi kami pwede bumagsak. the utter horror and embarrassment of it all. at ang pagka-balewala ng nakalipas na limang taon.
any thought, word, place, or thing triggers a panic attack. recently, i just told a BRP-ing friend that we will make it. we will pass. we can do this. we will cross over to the land of license numbers...go go go! pero after that...ako naman ang natakot dahil ang tapang ko naman at ngayon ay parang 4 pages pa lang ang nababasa ko today! IKR! haha.
at ngayon...i'm sure patay sindi pa rin ang switchboard!!! hahaha. natatakot na ako isipin kung paano sya pagpatak ng august 1!!!!! hahahaha.
